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meeting up with rach n rafi was fun.meeting up with LO was so ....... the conversation we had, i dont know to describe.just hoping that every word he said is truthful. coming from bottom of his heart. n i want actions not just words. but i guess its tough.rach left for somebody else. leaving me n my fifi rotting in sch lib.had a superb nice chat with him. n i tnk he wld agree with me too. =)).staring at the monitor..feel like crying..for what reason..i dont know..just sudden urgh..emptiness in me.congrats.
LOVE~
00:38
farewell lunch for Sam. i wasnt asked along. stupid her. no intention of asking me along then dont say so loud la. n pls let yr ppl know that i wasnt asked along. so that they wldnt come asking: xiao mei, aint you coming along? so dumb la. what am i suppose to ans. DUMBASS. wahahahaha.wasting our time only. got lots of students..not much companies. pls la. lazy say lazy. bo xim. dont give stupid reasons. there are companies which wanna take in more la. another dumbass.scatterbrain me. walked home in a daze. totally forgotten im suppose to go buy stuff and help desmond post letter. better rmb to post it in the morn. if not, i guess i will be screwed. muahahaha.Life's so boring..im talking nonsense here.Byeeee~
LOVE~
19:11
it was a REALITY!
but the very next moment,
it became a DREAM.
was it a dream or it did happen in reality?
LOVE~
23:44
you tnk you princess ar.at least to me, you are not.ppl treat you like onedoesnt mean i have totreat you like one too.get this clear!eeeeeeeek. irritated.
dont ask me what happen.i wldnt want to spoil the princessimage you have of her.
LOVE~
23:25
Im not supposed to love you.
Im not supposed to care.
Im not supposed to live my life
wishing you were there.
Im not supposed to wonder
where you are and what you do.
Im not supposed to..
But i cant help it.
loving my baby boy.
LOVE~
01:37
I want to go. just to unwind all the stress frm the project. But i know i cant. Im feeling weak. I need my slp to recharge my batt n cont to chiong for my proj.Seriously feels that living in this world is just so scary. U wldnt know what's in one's mind. Wldnt know when you will be backstabbed. Even the closest fren (u tnk n u claim) can betray you anytime. SO dont assume. When you assume, you are just making an ASS out of U n ME.Life is just so unpredictable. Humans too. I guess every human is of the same kind. SELFISH. We wld always want the best for ourselves. Rather hurt others than having ourselves hurt. It's just so sad. Im not otherwise, i guess. Sometimes, u wanna try to change, wanna be nice. But some ppl just dont appreciate and take it for granted. Maybe i shldnt be in the humans' world..will it be better off that way?When you did something wrong, you will be marked forever. You arent given a chance. At least to me, i feel that we shld help that person learn n grow. N not to make him regret for life. Everybody shld be given chances to learn, grow n change for the better. You accept a person as what they are presently, n not looking back at their past n wrongs.These are just some preceptions of mine. You might feel otherwise. No offence.
LOVE~
01:02
-random-
[1] one year since then
[2] potato stuffed chix
[3] harsh decision
[4] bang bang tang (lolli)
[5] netball
[6] stained glass
[7] CHEERLEADING
[8] hearts you
[9] months passed
[10] thinking of you
[11] LOVING YOUR SMILE
[12] suntanning
[13] FUN
[14] nuts
[15] irreplacable
LOVE~
23:43
more photos!
let the photos do the talking. =))
ta-da.. 
first few pics of 2007
dining at Ritz Carlton
food, food and more food! sinful. ;p
LOVE~
23:16
SMAC ADD 06/07 (the guys)
SMAC ADD 06/07 (the babes)
DAYBED BAR!
LOVE~
23:13
dinner buffet at ritz carlton. we was there since the buffet started at 630pm till it closes. haha. imagine. 4 hrs of food. full n fattening! simply love the sweet lil stuffs. yummy! took lots of pics too. shall post it some other day.
been trying to upload photos. but this stupid blogger just wldnt cooperate.
didnt know jui bian can be such a sentimental person. haha. jia you!new fetish of hers:- black eyeliner n false eyelashes *grins*
LOVE~
00:39
mmm.. sir, can your words be trusted?hopeless.till now you still thnk that im in a management company.hello..pls get this into yr mind. im in an agency company.
LOVE~
16:57
SHOCK. when i got the message.
couldnt get to term that she's gone.
好好的一个人..活活被你气死..dont you feel the least bit of remorseful?
rest in peace.
LOVE~
00:41
