does it really matters?
i gave up.
i hate the mix feelings im having now.
they sucks.
i've done my part.
what's going to happen next..
im not going to care..
take as they come..
regina.
get into the mood of studying!
DANCE is getting interesting.
loving it!
tnk i made a right choice.
quitted netball.
im not regretting it.
im still loving netball.
LOVE~
23:54
haven you learnt from your mistake?
regina, serves you right!
i didnt know it wld have such a big impact on me.
on the verge of tears.
its long since i had a good cry.
anyway, sharon, THANKS. love ya!
LOVE~
00:43
meet up with ling n kw at hougang mac.
there to gain FFAs knowledge frm kw.
ling was there to ask abt finance mgmt.
achievements:
ask till kw dont know how to ans me n find fault at his own ppt. haha.
manage to explain to ling some finance stuff that kw cant get it across to her. -grins-
okies. i know its nth la.
but.. this shows that im really listening n understanding.
n my finance mgmt knowledge have not fully return to lect. wahahaha.
we got high cam whoring. we took 100 shots of nonsensical photos la.
shit! i just hate doing projects n i suck at it.
oh ya. received a msg frm edwin this morn n was stunned.
it reads:-
Soo cold! what you doing crazy woman. i soo hungry and i want ice cream! been standing like a statue for 4 hrs since 4am. its beautiful here, mount n mount of snow.
cold still want ice cream? haha. doing keepwatching? (am i using the right term?)
mmm. glad to receive his msg n know that he's doing fine. =))
at last can go back to sch. MONDAY. which means got training.
arrgghh!
troubled
dont know..dont care..dont bother?
船到桥头自然直? hopes so..
LOVE~
00:55
random pics took in smac with jack's phone.
fun eh..the function. haha.
love this pic most. kind of drama. haha.
LOVE~
00:38
ahahaha.
mummy gave greenlight.
n so ... i went ahead.
this time rnd, i went with...
mmm..
cheerleaders: serena, yee xuan, eillie.
ardent gang: mas, jack, lio.
sec sch mates: jonathan, fulong, marcos
n their frens.
we celebrated serena's b'dae too.
happy birthday girl!
mmm..fun!
they are a bunch of fun n nice ppl.
i only had a few hrs of slp.
woke up. n went to sch.
with jack n jonathan.
completed my elearning with the help of wc n sharon.
now then i realised.
when your surroundings frens have gfs or bfs,
you wont get to see them often. haha.
temptations are hard to resist.
LOVE~
22:58
im so tempted to go out 2night!
but doubt mummy will allow. =((
been 'locked' at home for more than a week.
i wanna go out. Ha Ha Ha!
LOVE~
15:49
“Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted.” -John Lennon
HOW TRUE!
haha.
familiar?
quoted frm ginger's blog. =))
LOVE~
00:06
-grins-
ling got me choco cake 2day.
thou she cldnt get the one frm jack's place.
but its okie la.
girl, thanks!
more girls' talk.
cookies n cream cheesecake!
frm liu ys few days ago.
thanks too.
regina ar regina.
faster get started on your elearning.
n your revision too.
stop pigging.
n using hsechores as excuses.
-slap head-
arrrggh.
fan ar fan.
be good girl.
listen to sharon.
dump them all aside 1st.
get yr eyes off the tv.
n start doing elearning!
im stubborn.
im kind of..
still not over you.
n a lil into you.
LOVE~
19:32
i was stunned.
received a call.
jack is in hospital now.
for a moment,
i forgotten i have pox.
cannot go out.
aiyo.
one by one getting hurt due to bball.
-shakes head-
jack ar. concentrate on getting your arm well.
actions dont too big. dont hurt it again.
boy ar. your back ar.
stop playing bball for the time being la.
be good. if not need go for op then you know.
heard that amston just got well frm his injury.
ppl. do take good care!
sounds so aunty. so naggy. =X
LOVE~
22:28
触电 - S.H.E
风走在我们前面甩裙摆画着圆圈花美得兴高采烈那香味有点阴险你在我旁边的旁边但影子却肩碰肩偷看一眼你的唇边是不是也有笑意明显明明是昨天的事情怎么今天我还在经历一丁点回忆都能惊天又动地想问个愚蠢问题我们再这样下去你猜会走到哪里但请你不要太快揭开还沉默的情话先让我多着急一下再终于等到解答太容易的爱故事就不耐人回味啦像这样触电就够我快乐熔化我们就耐心培养萌芽不要急着开花反正有长长的日记等我们去填满它在被全世界发现以前先愉快装傻就这样触电一直甜蜜触电直到爆炸像一年四个季节都被你变成夏天我才会在你面前总是被晒红了脸像一百万个秋千在我心里面叛变被你指尖碰到指尖我瞬间就被荡到天边
LOVE~
17:55
uncertain.
dont know how am i suppose to go abt dealing it.
left.right.up.down
.lost.
-faints-
LOVE~
16:44
我还在寻找方向和答案
LOVE~
15:54
rude bugger!
i despise you!
you have no respect for people's privacy!
you have no say in my life.
you choose to tnk that you know me well.
but it aint that way.
by saying stuffs was done on impulse..
good excuse!
stop taking yrself n compare to others.
no point!
you pissed me off.
better keep your mouth shut.
and not spread things arnd.
LOVE~
21:26
i know this is random..
but i love it!
LOVE~
01:12
i have been rotting at home since i came back from chalet. mon went to see doc again. this time round. the doc confirms that im having chix pox. i came home with lots of extra medicine. my fever goes as high as 39.8!
one moment i feel very cold. covering myself with blanket. the next moment, im breaking out in sweat. abit siao liao. haha.
the pox on my face so looks like pimple. feel like squeezing them. haha. but i know i cant la. sian. then this cant eat. that cant eat. all i can eat is fish n pork. cook until mummy dont know how to cook liao.
stupid pox spoils all my birthday treats! darlings, pls wait till i recovered okie.. n my sakae sushi treat frm jack! wahahaha.
i wanna eat alot of thgs when i recovered! n i wanna go out! but then exams coming. im supposed to self study. but i just cant do it. all i do at home is slp..eat..slp..eat.. medicine too strong le. i feel as if im floating.
liu ys, ginger, jack, step, sharon, weida, emilyn, kw, jasmin came to visit me!
myron, feldy, aung msged me.
eugene called me up.
n lots msned me.
xiaoyi n bf even came with herbal tea. 2 days str!
im fortunate! i've got a bunch of caring frens, cousins n family!
sometimes being sick is nice. ppl showering you with love, care n concern!
LOVE~
00:21
[11-13 may]
went home after fyp meeting with a fever.
took a nap. went down to chalet with sharon.
mummy didnt know i went out with a fever.
jas & ling organised the chalet with all their heart.
i have to be there. haha.
sick. wasnt allowed to eat any bbq food.
birthday cake also wasnt allow to eat.
ltr in the night. ppl start drinking, smoking.
getting high n emo.
omg. its just so.............
couldnt take the sight.
called up ginger but she couldnt come out.
so..i left for the beach.
back to slp at arnd 2+.
had to squeeze on a bed with
fel, ying n sharon.
next morn. or rather aftnn.
ling n kw accompanied me to see doc.
having fever n suspecting myself having chix pox.
lousy doc cant even cfm whether it is chix pox.
i stayed on the chalet till checked out.
haha. they all kanna b4. not scare i spread to them.
nice celebration for trey, weida n myself.
HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAY!
thanks all who came, gave regards n presents.
big thanks to jasmin n wei ling for organising!!
LOVE YOU PEOPLE!
LOVE~
23:14
[9 may]
went for dance practice.
sharon n liu ys came to peep!
so bad. haha.
dance practice was great.
at last able to get the hip movement right!
after dance. went to queensway shopping centre.
last min shopping for my cross training shoes.
luckily, managed to get a pair.
what's impt is i quite like it. haha.
[10 may]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TREY!
skipped dance due to some reason.
went for netball training.
all i can say is my basics sucks!
really need to brush up.
tough training!
practically dragging myself home.
n my bag just have to weigh a ton.
gosh!
oh ya. i hate the attitude of some seniors.
shall bare with it for the time being.
not sure how long can i stay in netball.
haha.
LOVE~
22:23
ben & jerrys
cookies & cream
yummy! haha.
thanks boy boy.
long time no shopping le.
love the feeling.
but no money.
can only window shop.
haha.
emilyn n myself happily trying on clothes.
LOVE~
00:30
back frm camp!
thgs didnt go very smoothly.
but heck. its over.
guess we all had fun!
i simply LOVE camp songs singing.
photos up when i have all of them.
halfway thru camp,
bro came n fetch me to ah ma hse.
having bbq.
celebrating mothers' day n ah ma b'dae.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!
mummies wan shui..haha.
as usual, we are the noisiest gang among the function.
haha. LOVE cousies!
family outing after camp. feel so loved.
i climbed n sat inside the trolley of giant.
n bro pushed me arnd like a big baby! wahaha.
long time no join them le.
guess its my fault. working on sun.
but no choice eh.
bro got me my red v3 liao. -grins-
but i dare not use 1st till i get the crystal case.
i very scared kanna scratch. haha.
ben & jerrys later!
wheeee... =))
LOVE~
11:37
after class went for dance lesson.
1st lesson with instructor melvin.
halfway thru, went for netball trial.
met up with serene n went over.
my xin tai was to go have fun.
long time no play match.
dont tnk i will get selected.
jogging..warm up..drills..
1 thg i wanna comment..
the capt dont know how to lead de.
LOUSY!
you are not suppose to assume
all girls came with backgrnd.
then..
MATCH!
played 5 or 6 quarters out of 8.
darn tiring la.
but fun.
n its worth my time n energy.
haha.
&
&
&
me n serene got selected!
surprised sia.
HAPPY
got selected
SAD
trainings will be on mon n thurs
coach will be down on thurs.
netball clashes with dance!
dance lesson is on wed n thurs
instructors will only be down on thurs.
shit!
caught in a dilemma.
how?
HELP!
LOVE~
03:03
oh well, i managed to catch edwin eng online!cant really chat much. i need to go slp.seriously, hope he's doing fine.thou it doesnt seems that way.regina says: hey!!!!
regina says: how's life over there?
Edwin Eng says: like hell!
Edwin Eng says: but i'm at UK now..
regina says: why?
Edwin Eng says: work from 4am to 6pm.
hope it gets better as time goes by. =))endure and it will be over soon.cya roughly 6 mths ltr!
LOVE~
00:27
took ppcdl theory test today.
2gt with ying n jack.
n we saw jay jay there!
guess what?
all 4 of us failed!
nvm, shall take again.
take a date where i have time to prepare.
or maybe im just plain lazy.
finding excuses.
whatever. dont care.
mmm.
uncertain.
kind of weird.
gonna ignore!
LOVE~
23:56
mmm..i seriously tnk that you choose not to understand when you actually do. or you practically listen n forget what i've said. i dont know how else am i suppose to get the message across to you. get me out of this hell situation!! i hate it.
LOVE~
01:00
